she is an awesome single mother

HOHO..

betul lah orang kata bila kita da banyak merantau, banyak pengalaman~
banyak bergaul, lagi ++ pengalaman.

same laa macam kawan mak jang saye~ aunty niza.
walahhh.. cakap dengan dia macam forum session. points given out were really widening my thoughts.


aku ade gak tanya dy, pasal scholarship aku tu. yang aku terkilan, why my parent wouldn't even let me know until now yang aku dapat pegi oversea. well, you know what? aku da tak kisah pasal offer tu. sekarang ni aku da redha dengan apa jalan yang aku lalui ni. so aku na lalui sampai habis. yes, being an army sucks. tapi bukan semua orang dapat chance na jadi army. graduate army lak tu en?

aku sembang nan dy, dari dalam kete, dari restoran fatty crab - actually semalam dy belanja makan ketam, sampai balik rumah, pukul 2 baru abes sembang. hahaha. best sembang ni. apa yang dy cakap, in sha Allah, i will make it as a lesson to learn, as a guide to live.

abes sembang nan dy, sembang nan anak dy pulak, alisha. well, umi dy raised her veer well. regimental gak laa na diikutkan. aku rasa sebab na dy senang daripada apa yang umi dy ada skang. hummm.. it's good for the family to have the goal. but macam alisha, actually she doesn't even want medicine, but she just follow what her mom wants. she was just like me, hoping the bless from the mother. and so we just follow what are told. she wants to be in the career, something like calculating, playing with numbers maybe like auditor or something.

and yes, i asked her, is she obsessed with maths. haha. she is. it is very rare to find someone from my own race that is obsessed with maths. my race often related to poor maths. :(

okeylahh.. aunty niza and her daughter really inspires me a lot. aku na study hard. but the future lies ahead, will never be known, even if i did excel..

salam sayang.. wee~ :D

cycling cycling!

penat kayuh! haha. semalam, harini. malam lak eksesais nan senior. auww auww~

 

 Specialized  kt dpn skali~

aku dengar cite minggu depan eksesais perdana. commission satu balak. auww auww~

ape laa na jadi nan skuad aku ni? tadehal mintak hal. tade masalah mintak masalah. jebat betul...

harini dapat keluar, 0800H-1500H. malas aku na klua. 7jam je? baek aku dok kayuh dalam ni. lagi best. by the way, powerman is just around the corner. so, aku kene train more harder. and kene start pantang ta lama lagi. haha. ais minyak sume aku bedal je skang ni. powerman tahun ni wat kat Putrajaya. so, dekat je laa. tade chance na travel jauh2 pegi manjung. huuu. anyway, maybe ada hikmahnye. diorang cakap kat manjung tu angin kuat, panas melampau. tatau lakk kat Putrajaya macamane. aku rase sama je kot.

herhhh. assignmen ta habes lagi. dok terkandas. baju ta setting lagi, basuh pun belum. dok kesah pasai baju2 laen je. haru sungguh laaaa.

                                                                  aku dan khawarizmi~ best cycling buddy ever

kayuhan semalam aku rasa yang terbaik aku penah wat. wat time trial nan member2 n senior. mantap ouhh. feeling kayuh lam group memang best! tapi risiko nye agak tinggi. semalam khawa jatuh bile terlanggar tayar belakang tuan adam. then aniq yang kat belakang ta sempat ngelak, terus langgar. aku masa tu belakang aniq, dengan botol air kat tangan, aku kelam kabut gak ngelak. XD almost hit! but managed to get away, tayar belakang kene libas bike aniq. selamat aku still buleh control bike aku. huhhh..yang crash suffer light injury, a bit wounded. ape pun, khawa bengkak kat peha. camne laa na kayuh desaru nanti. Hoooo.. anyway, aku sambung kayuh. halfway, aku ade kat blakang leader. bile naek bukit, leader bukak. gile! naek bukit kot. aku pun sprint laa naek bukit tu.. bile pandang belakang, sorang pun tade. haha. XD itu bukan lead, itu breakaway jadinye! agak jauh gak laa aku break. fuhh.. cungap gak. tapi itulah kayuhan yang terbaek penah aku wat..

the cycling seniors and juniors of Kelab Sukan Lasak =)

overnight with friends

erghhh. enough dengan post yang sedih2. well, hidup aku kebanyakannya memang sedih pon kan?

but, to keep on moving, nak taknak terpaksa gak menopengkan diri dengan ukiran senyuman di muka, sembunyikan dengan perangai gila2, lupakan sementara. so, last night i went out with my friends. CADET friends. and diorang tu semua AFATS. awww. aku sorang je asal awam? haha. first, memang awkward sangat2. yelah. most of the time, they talk about their experiences from their old school. padahal aku ni takde pape pon. akademik masuk askar.

gerak agak lewat, lepas Asar, na pegi makan berger abang burn. arrived at 6, but the stall location is unknown. so jenuh la bertanya merata tempat. tanya orang tu orang ni, at last, after we break our fast, tanya sorang brader ni, he tell us the exact location. then we off to. kebetulan ada surau, tunai kewajipan dulu.

about the burger, daging dia agak best. homemade. sayur2 bagai2 lam tu. i ate all of it. it was a double FYI. and that is my food for the whole night instead of a plate of rice. kenyang kot. sisha skali, and i thought i was the only fan. after that, secara ta dirancangnya kitorang pegi tengok batman. well, the movie inspires me a lot. reminds me of my missions. hemmmm.

and now i'm back at my room. alhamdulillah for the friends. although there are parts they not good at, but they're very pious. i hope i'll be like them to. tak terlalu leka dengan dunia. dunia tahap keempat.